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today went out with sarah and my mommie. we went to the doctor to check on what the fuck is up with my leg. we got there and the doc said that he thinks that theres nothing wrong with my leg but he said but to be sure i was gonna get an x-ray and then later the doc said that i have something stickin out of my bone and that i need surgury! ah!  i dont want surgury ... after that we went to memorial mall and i bout some cute outfits.

today was MY ASIAN COURTNEY 'S DAY !!

my asian, winnie, lil jen, sarah, and me went to eat at this place that i forgot what it was called they had good sandwiches and soups. then we went to amc theater and watched madagascar it was funny. then we went to walk around this place haha and my asian said " oh my god there are a bunch of white people " haha shes such a loser. then we went in to radio shack and played the piano with my asian then went home

                                  i hope you had fun today! :D

its all because of you.

its allready been two years ... wow ... it still feels like a few months ago that this stuff happend ... it still hurts... alot... knowing that hes just a few blocks down the road. when i pass him by he looks right through me as if im not even there. or it just happends that he talks to me like nothing ever happend at all. mabey it is for the best to just forget bout everything, but for me it just isnt that easy. lately i really havent been thinking bout him but tonight i did and i started to have tears in my eyes. im suprised though, i havent been thinkin bout him alot .. mabey its because of someone else but i dont really think so.. nothing really goes as planed does it?

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today went to winnies house played mahjong with winnie lil jen and midang james ( he didnt really play he was just watching ). later on jen and linda went swimming while the rest of us stayed at winnies. later on ate indonesian food and an omlet that winnie made later on my asian courtney came over and tried the indo food. everyone liked it  thats good. i told my asian that i was gonna leave and she wouldnt let me, she said that if i left her she was gonna fart on me.. and guess what? SHE DID!!  ahh haha so i owe her a day bcuz i always have to go home when she comes around

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yesterdays was bush's graduation ... jen , pei yi , suk suk , melvy , sarah and me went to toyota center for the graduation. i rooted for winnie, my asian, brittany, the midang james, big jen and hao. after graduation we went out side it was freakinly hot as hell! after that we went to eat at a ghetto mcdonalds. we looked too nice to be there lol. then went to winnies house, we all changed in to something comfortable.then took pictures nice ones and stupid ones. after that we went to the midang james house and chilled with him and his family. we played pool it was fun. then later we went out to eat with winnie and her family, terry, melvy and sarah. then we went to winnies house, back to james house and finally to big jens house till 12:20 am. haha jeff, terry and sarah's face was red and james and big jen were "buzed" i had so much fun.

today i went swimming with winnie james and lil jen. we were gonna play tennis first but insted we went swimming. james kept throwing me round the water bcuz of the comments i said to him. then he started throwing lil jen round then later i played tennis with winnie then james took my place so i went back swimming with lil jen then we left. i took a shower then went back to winnies and chilled at their house i watched this movie of what winnie made for her world history and for her calc. class it was funny. later on got tired and then went to sleep at winnies.